Is this thing on?

2011-05-14T23:21:31Z

Ok I have been gone a while. Really the compliance shit from work scared me off the internet for a while. THE Idea of a company making you not only say you work there but that your Views are your own just freaks me out.

SO I don't mention them. They get no air time and I continue on with my life.

Speaking of which, Yesterday we buried one of my class mates from high school. He is the first one I know of to die of natural causes, he had a heart attack. 35 seams young to me. I know he lived a hard life and all but dude, really it does seam young to me. I know of 4 people I went to school with that have passed away. And each one of them shouldn't be gone yet.

I know it was there time and all that but really it is just so fucking wasteful.

Today I started a new tradition. One I don't like but I don't want to lose them so, I started putting the memorials in my yearbook by their pictures. My friend who died of the heart attack didn't have a picture so I placed his card where he should have been. The other one I have he shot himself, I almost started crying. I mean. He was even younger it was 2 years ago. I closed the book, put it back on the shelf and decided that maybe it is all part of the big plan.

Maybe I am just an emotional fool.

Then again this might be the reason people drink.

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HI

2010-12-05T15:13:32Z

So I have been completely weirded out by my job when it comes to airing my dirty laundry on the internet.

It is pissing me off but I have found a way around it. I now have a journal again. Isn't this where I started?

Anyhow I have a friend who have convinced me to come back to the internet. So I have to do tons of typing in the next few months to get things in order for a truly individual idea. Here is to it working.

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New home.

2010-09-12T14:04:17Z

Well the carpet looks a little different but I think I can get used to this.
When I can link Flickr It will seam like home.

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A New Dollhouse.

Is this thing on?

HI

New home.